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Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Gr8 day

ran 6 miles felt great
20 somthing ripe bananas
5 persimmons

dinner salad
head of clry
head of parsley

avocado and a half - funny that was the most filling thing. i couldn't finish the 2nd one! i could handle 30 bananas in a sitting no problem, but 2 avocados hoooold your horses feeling all weighed down and shit

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

day 21 100% organic 100% raw vegan

3 weeks! went by fast! i'm glad i've been blogging to remind me of progress

today i ate 80 fuyu persimmons. feeling great. would like to eat a salad and more fuyus but it's late. tomorrow i will probably eat bananas and persimmons and BIG time salad.

I had a bit of heartburn today perhaps not exercising enough not sure I will find out.
feeling great though. wouldn't trade the diet.

other stuff's going great too.somet things are sad but what can you do. i don't know. maybe i'm not as help oriented as i thought i am. i am learnign about how i know who i am who i choose to be etc..
it's time for bed. more later

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Day 15 8-1-1 Low Fat Raw Vegan

I ate around 40 of the smaller persimmon variety
I ate one orange, a handful of strawberry tree fruit (both growing at Stanford)
1 head of celery
and an 8 banana + head of fennel smoothie.

the smoothie went brown pretty fast (fiv minutes or less) is that ap roblm? I heard that metal can ruin vitamin c or oxidize something or somthing. I don't know. But I feel great and clear.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Day 14

Two weeks 80-10-10 raw vegan

NEVER FELT THIS GOOD. My eyesight improved massively, my teeth have gotten whiter! and stronger! I use no toothpaste and brush twice a day with a bit of water. I like to floss often too. I have been swishing saliva (alkaline solution)

today i ate a bunch of persimmons and celery and fennel and bananas that's it! easy peasy! life is so sweet and simplified! oh my my

organic! raw! vegan! fruooootz and greens peoples! and i'm going mega local now. no more bananas buying farmers market stuff and doing it right lifestyling!

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Day 12

All is well. Will buy mucho dates tomorrow.

Nothing much to report, other than the fact that life is amazingly amazing and gets better all the time.

(still 100% organic raw vegan - ripe organic fruit is the way to go)

Wednesday, December 9, 2009


Woke up at 7 - it was freezing! And went out to play soccer with Rex and jog for an hour and a half! Life is crispy fresh!

Again ignore the percentages.

Today - 7 Oranges, 2 Persimmons, 12-15 Bananas, 1.5 pound Celery, 1 pound Tomatoes,

Made a wonderful celery banana smoothie with a bit of water
an ounce Almonds (soaked at the end of the day)

Protein              |    45.6 g       81%
Carbs                |   618.7 g      476%
  Fiber              |   100.6 g      265%
Fat                  |    24.1 g       37%
Water                |  3689.3 g      100%

Vitamins (83%)
Vitamin A            | 16063.0 IU     535%
Folate               |  1118.9 µg     280%
B1 (Thiamine)        |     1.8 mg     146%
B2 (Riboflavin)      |     2.7 mg     206%
B3 (Niacin)          |    22.2 mg     139%
B5 (Pantothenic Acid)|    11.0 mg     219%
B6 (Pyridoxine)      |     8.2 mg     633%
B12 (Cyanocobalamin) |     0.0 µg       0%
Vitamin C            |   943.7 mg    1049%
Vitamin D            |     0.0 IU       0%
Vitamin E            |    18.0 mg     120%
Vitamin K            |   310.6 µg     259%

Minerals (85%)
Calcium              |  1044.3 mg     104%
Copper               |     2.9 mg     326%
Iron                 |    10.9 mg     136%
Magnesium            |   812.2 mg     203%
Manganese            |     8.0 mg     347%
Phosphorus           |  1121.5 mg     160%
Potassium            | 11736.8 mg     250%
Selenium             |    22.6 µg      41%
Sodium               |   752.5 mg      50%
Zinc                 |     6.5 mg      59%

Lipids (22%)
Saturated            |     3.7 g       19%
  Omega-3            |     0.6 g       35%
  Omega-6            |     5.6 g       33%
Cholesterol          |     0.0 mg       0%

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Another Day of 8-1-1 Raw Vegan ORGANIC 95% local!

A buuuunch of oranges
lettuce romaine

Nutrition Summary for December 7, 2009
Report generated by CRON-o-Meter v0.9.7

General (82%)
Energy               |  2727.0 kcal    83%
Protein              |    51.5 g       92%
Carbs                |   693.3 g      533%
  Fiber              |   124.4 g      327%
  Starch             |    29.3 g   
  Sugars             |   445.6 g   
Fat                  |    10.2 g       16%
Alcohol              |     0.0 g   
Caffeine             |     0.0 mg  
Water                |  4641.0 g      125%
Ash                  |    26.1 g   

Vitamins (80%)
Vitamin A            | 68852.8 IU    2295%
  Retinol            |     0.0 µg  
  Alpha-carotene     |   416.0 µg  
  Beta-carotene      | 36973.8 µg  
  Beta-cryptoxanthin |  8286.4 µg  
  Lycopene           |   400.7 µg  
  Lutein+Zeaxanthin  | 21854.5 µg  
Folate               |  2340.3 µg     585%
B1 (Thiamine)        |     3.4 mg     285%
B2 (Riboflavin)      |     2.9 mg     224%
B3 (Niacin)          |    22.8 mg     143%
B5 (Pantothenic Acid)|    13.1 mg     263%
B6 (Pyridoxine)      |     5.9 mg     452%
B12 (Cyanocobalamin) |     0.0 µg       0%
Vitamin C            |  2580.5 mg    2867%
Vitamin D            |     0.0 IU       0%
Vitamin E            |     9.2 mg      61%
  Beta Tocopherol    |     0.0 mg  
  Delta Tocopherol   |     0.1 mg  
  Gamma Tocopherol   |     2.4 mg  
Vitamin K            |   650.9 µg     542%
Biotin               |     0.0 µg       0%
Choline              |   470.4 mg      86%

Minerals (78%)
Calcium              |  1973.9 mg     197%
Chromium             |     0.0 µg       0%
Copper               |     2.6 mg     286%
Fluoride             |    12.0 µg       0%
Iron                 |    13.1 mg     163%
Magnesium            |   697.2 mg     174%
Manganese            |     4.5 mg     195%
Phosphorus           |  1270.3 mg     181%
Potassium            | 10539.5 mg     224%
Selenium             |     9.5 µg      17%
Sodium               |    98.0 mg       7%
Zinc                 |     5.7 mg      52%

Lipids (23%)
Saturated            |     1.6 g        8%
Monounsaturated      |     1.5 g   
Polyunsaturated      |     2.7 g   
  Omega-3            |     1.2 g       77%
  Omega-6            |     1.6 g        9%
Trans-Fats           |     0.0 g   
Cholesterol          |     0.0 mg       0%
Phytosterol          |  1057.1 mg  


I found a great software to track my food and stuff intake. It is free!


Monday, December 7, 2009


So I am studying my human potential.
Setting goals to grow younger than old
Stay warm in the cold

Did 45 pushups and then did 50! partner pushups. Motivation helps people!

Wrote up plans to organize

here's my calorie thang for the day

ignore the percentages. the foods were - celery, lettuce, persimmons, bananas, strawberry guavas

I'm imagining my full potential and going to bed before 10!

Nutrition Summary for December 6, 2009
Report generated by CRON-o-Meter v0.9.7

General (69%)
Energy               |  2058.0 kcal    63%
Protein              |    32.3 g       58%
Carbs                |   517.5 g      398%
  Fiber              |    96.1 g      253%
Fat                  |    10.2 g       16%
Water                |  2958.3 g       80%

Vitamins (79%)
Vitamin A            | 69421.6 IU    2314%
Folate               |  1407.5 µg     352%
B1 (Thiamine)        |     1.3 mg     107%
B2 (Riboflavin)      |     2.0 mg     153%
B3 (Niacin)          |    15.2 mg      95%
B5 (Pantothenic Acid)|     7.0 mg     140%
B6 (Pyridoxine)      |     6.6 mg     508%
B12 (Cyanocobalamin) |     0.0 µg       0%
Vitamin C            |   429.1 mg     477%
Vitamin D            |     0.0 IU       0%
Vitamin E            |     8.8 mg      59%
Vitamin K            |   853.4 µg     711%

Minerals (80%)
Calcium              |   635.6 mg      64%
Copper               |     2.3 mg     261%
Iron                 |    12.4 mg     155%
Magnesium            |   627.2 mg     157%
Manganese            |     7.7 mg     334%
Phosphorus           |   820.7 mg     117%
Potassium            |  9873.4 mg     210%
Selenium             |    22.7 µg      41%
Sodium               |   672.7 mg      45%
Zinc                 |     5.1 mg      46%

Lipids (26%)
Saturated            |     2.6 g       13%
  Omega-3            |     1.3 g       80%
  Omega-6            |     2.1 g       13%
Cholesterol          |     0.0 mg       0%

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Day 5 Raw Vegan

Day 5 of 100% raw organic vegan 8-1-1 doug graham inspired durian rider freelea ratcliffe inspired organic action

complete! succesfull! feeling great got lots of fruit and veggies

clearest system i've experienced ever and it's just getting better. feeling more ethical about my dietary decisions and healthier. cheers.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

turning the knob

my self love and trust levels are at a 3. seeing this, I decide to make that a 4. immediately i sitt up a little better and breathe deeper. okay let's go 5 i feel warmth in my chest. let's go 6 i feel some white light energy over my head. let's go seven i see gold and clouds and heavenly gates let's go 8 i see many people opening the gates in many colors let's go 9 i feel the reality of my dog licking a bowl and sophia behind me on the computer and feel my energy aligned let's go 10 mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Sunday, November 15, 2009



Bates Method updated for the 21st century - I improved my eyesight from 20/200 to 20/10

whether you use corrective lenses or not, chances are your relaxation and eyesight can improve!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Glasses do not heal vision problems.

Has your prescription increased in power? I, like most people, began with a -.25 prescription that incrementally went up to a -.5, -.75, -1,5, -2.25, all the way to -3.75. It took many visits to the eye doctors and new glasses, new frames, and contacts. Each visit cost around $200 and the glasses cost around $100 for the frame and another $100 for the lenses. Well over $2000 have been spent on glasses.

Somehow, at 24 I do not require glasses at all. Not for reading distance. Not for reading close. Not for driving during day or night. I palmed, relaxed, did yoga, imagined clarity, allowed clarity and over time found that clarity.

To me it is obvious that muscle tension caused the blurriness. I was tense unnecessarily. I could feel it. I could feel that my eyes were not simply relaxed. When I would relax I'd find my vision improved. When I'd wake up after restful sleep I'd see that my acuity had improved. After long hours late at night on the computer, my vision would be blurrier. It didn't take much for me to understand. Either way I wanted to feel relaxed in my eyes so I did the work. I allowed myslf to process whatever feelings were going on. I cried and wailed and relaxed and danced and made eye contact and connected and showed up for life.

What is the use of the glasses?

Well you say that you can't see without them. The issue I take with that statement is that you clearly do see blurry. Let me say that again - you are clearly seeing things blurry. You are clearly not seeing thing clearly if your vision is blurry - this is meaningful to your psychology. This is meaningful to your life. This is just like if you are carrying massive amounts of tension in your pelvis. Would massive amounts of tension in your pelvis have some impact on your sexuality? Would it stem from your sexual blocks or create sexual blocks? Does tension in the shoulders create anger? Does anger create shoulder tension?

If you don't understand that your muscular use is obscuring your clarity and you think it's a congenital hereditary condition to have blurry vision, then I can understand your refusal to take off your lenses and see how you see the world. However, if you know that it is the muscles I urge you to remove your glasses because they encourage terrible misuse and misshaping the eyeball.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

more text

It would be such a shame to live a short life in pain.
Please relax. You'll be doing a service to all by doing so.
How can you be peaceful without being relaxed?
How can you truly enjoy life without being relaxed?
Are you ready to discover a deeper quality of relaxation throughout your life?

Contact David.Hestrin@Gmail.Com (650)265-1776
Imagine your new beginning in a calm, alert, and vividly vibrant life.
Your body can't wait for the day it is used properly.
Your body can't wait for the night it can finally deeply rest.
Wouldn't everything change for the better if you discovered your deepening calm?

If you've read this far you indubitably realize that this is much more than your prescription;
this is about how you perceive the world. I remember feeling so awkward wearing glasses.
I remember being handicapped in sports and feeling bewildered without my visual crutches,
not to mention my complete ignorance of how harmful my posture and body language were
to my total well being! To wear glasses is to be in a constant state of strain - end of story.
I have looked far and wide for the example of an individual with proper posture and body
use and am yet to discover even one individual with a relaxed body and poor vision - think about it
If you want the help of someone who's overcome nearsightedness, cylinder, and astigmatism.
You know what to do.
: )

                          To fully succeed you must fully relax.

Mental strain of any kind always produces a conscious or unconscious eyestrain and if the strain takes the form of an effort to see,
an error of refraction is always produced.

William H Bates, MD, Perfect Sight Without Glasses, page 109

Is your love-life producing blessings or stress?
Is your work producing stress or blessings?
Can you say no to people?
Do you feel yourself holding yourself back in social situations?
Are you uncomfortable being alone with yourself (no tv, computer, book, etc...)?
Do you have a long list of reasons why you don't feel good?
Do you have a long list of reasons why you shouldn't feel good?
Do you have a long list of conditions necessary for you to feel good?

Wouldn't it feel good to learn how to process stress into relaxation?

Contact me (650)265-1776 David.Hestrin@Gmail.com

It has been demonstrated in thousands of cases that all abnormal action of the external muscles of the eyeball is accompanied by a strain or effort to see, and that with the relief of this strain the action of the muscles becomes normal and all errors of refraction disappear.
William H Bates, MD, Perfect Sight Without Glasses, page 89

I improved my eyesight from -3.75 to 20/20

My name is David S. Hestrin and I learned the principles of natural eyesight improvement and learned
how to relax my body.  I was prescribed glasses at the age of 12 and had glasses for twelve years until
learning about the Bates Method, getting teachers, and applying the principles of relaxation into my life.
It was hard...
until I realized that it was truly about ease and relaxation and that I found myself completely relaxed!
I had the good fortune to interview Greg Marsh CNVT - a man that healed his eyesight from a -14 prescription!
Watch his video to learn more. Or read the interview I conducted with him:

The act of seeing is passive.  Things are seen, just as they are felt, or
heard, or tasted, without effort or volition on the part of the subject.
When sight is perfect the letters on the test card are waiting,
perfectly black and perfectly distinct, to be recognized.

William H Bates, MD, Perfect Sight Without Glasses

If you don't notice improvements the session is free.

I know that what I say next might be bad for business, but here goes - my research that has not been verified by the FDA shows a 100% rate of success in individuals who FULLY RELAX. These findings imply that if you fully relax, then you will regain your natural eyesight completely.

Notice how your eyes feel now. How does it feel to move them around?
If you are fully relaxed it will feel great. If you are fully relaxed like me, your body feels great all day and all night! In fact, your body feels better each and every day!

It's not too good to be true! Just ask any disciplined yogi, tai chi master, or meditator! If it wasn't bringing deeper and deeper levels of peace and joy to their DIRECT EXPERIENCE - they wouldn't do it!

David S. Hestrin NVT (650)265-1776
David.Hestrin@Gmail.Com RELAXATION


How to live an active relaxed life.
How to turn stressing into blessing.
How to take your glasses off and keep them off,

                 As you relax and improve your vision naturally!

Want to read a sales pitch? Keep reading! Or just schedule today!

Are glasses a pain in the neck? Tired of dry eyes wearing contacts?
Not yet convinced that you should shoot lasers at your corneas?

Maybe there's another way. A way that can actually IMPROVE eyesight!

                                              Think About It!

Since getting glasses, has your vision improved or has it gotten worse?

It is a mistake to believe that even though the glasses do no good they cannot do harm.  Glasses keep up the strain.  A person wearing glasses for myopia has to strain all the time in order to make the eyeball elongated sufficiently to fit the glasses.
William H Bates, MD, Better Eyesight magazine, September 1922

    Imagine yourself completely relaxed

The 20th century ophthalmologist William H. Bates M.D. pioneered

a natural approach to improving your eyesight.

What was this doctor's key to vision improvement?      Relaxation!

The ways in which people strain to see are infinite, and the
methods used to relieve the strain must be almost equally varied. 
Whatever the method that brings most relief, however,
the end is always the same, namely relaxation.

William H Bates, MD, Perfect Sight Without Glasses, page 101

                          Could it be that simple?   
                                              Consider the words of the man that healed thousands!
When one's mind is under a strain one unconsciously tightens the muscles which encircle the eyeball, and consequently squeeze it out of shape and out of focus.  
But when the mind is at rest these muscles are relaxed and the eyeball is allowed to assume its proper shape and focus.

William H Bates, MD, Better Eyesight magazine, May 1923
Are you ready to relax?
Remember what Dr. Bates said?
The end is always the same... relaxation.
I can help you relax.
I can help you uncover your natural capacity for calm.
I can help you re-train your body and mind to replace stressing with blessing.
Contact Me David S. Hestrin NVT (650)265-1776
$77 - 55 minutes
Most of my patients always do better when they have someone with perfect sight to encourage them by their example or advice.
William H Bates, MD, Better Eyesight magazine, July 1922


Here is some text I wrote at some point.

If you have been carrying tension it is quite possible your conscious mind has not determined to become fully aware of the nature of your pain. I have my clients play a game called "name your pain." The function of this is to allow their conscious minds to extend their awareness space. Many people if they are asked to point to where they feel their presence point to their heads, others to their hearts, others just open their arms wide and feel all as their presence. If the body has been crying in pain and the conscious mind or sub-conscious mind at some point has determined to ignore or suppress these messages, it is likely (if not necessary) that the conscious mind will no longer inhabit those tense and painful areas. Since the tense and painful areas are dynamic and not simply a piece of real estate, the denying mind creates a larger cloud of pain than actually exists. In order to deny the pain, the body must create a buffer zone of numbness. In order to create the numb zone, the body avoids free movement and deep breathing. What do you think avoiding deep breathing and free movement does to your body?  So if the conscious mind finds itself attending to shoulder pain, does it have the stamina to resolve it? Does the conscious mind first realize that the pain is self-caused and that through one of a multitude of methods that pain could disappear as the energy going into its creation is simply returned to flow properly throughout the bioenergetic system?

If you have ever noticed tense use of a body you see that certain areas of muscle appear hard. It is common for nearsighted people to move around as if their shoulders were a snare drum.

What requires more energy - constantly contracting a muscle, or allowing the muscle to be loose until contraction is useful?

It is an obvious question with an obvious answer and it is important that the conscious mind allows this understanding to settle deep into the being of the body. Deep understanding that it is preferable for your body to allow muscular relaxation must wash over all tension. Olympic weight lifters know this. Olympic weight lifters know to exert only the amount of energy necessary for their task. If you have ever picked up a milk jug expecting it to be full and it is empty

Upon understanding this, the conscious mind AND the unconscious mind can begin to allow relaxation of tension on the basis of recirculating the unnecessarily expended energy. This is an important pattern to rework because of the previous patterns that resulted in tension for so long.

The previous pattern is of the conscious mind inadvertantly being alerted to pain and reacting to it by further resistance or avoidance - because at both a conscious and unconscious level the mind has judged awareness of pain to be a negative stimulus instead of the energetic gold mine that it is.

This same principle can be applied to proper eating habits. A person notices that on a daily basis 10% of their caloric intake*(cola) does not serve nutritive purposes. If the person approaches this from a judging perspective this can cause further pain. Even though a person can end up making a shift in eating pattern, their core perspective is not yet healed. When the core perspective sees healing everywhere, the person can be considered healed.

 Naming your pain allows your complete body to speak with you. Please note and feel out that language "speak with you;" there is something discordant about this because the body is you. Now I don't wish to discuss the idea that we as individuals are in fact many and form some kind of consensus consciousness, but please feel this idea of being many - the idea that your leg is not you but speaks with you and is one of you speaking for you. Naming your pain extends positive consciousness throughout the body. A body in denial of pain - which is the linear time case in 100% of clients - once a person names all their pains a transformation must happen because the communication has been returned. Do you want a clear line of communication with your shoulders regardless of how painful it might be? Remember I am asking about a CLEAR line of communication. This may sound extreme but I see implications on global policy and strong symbolism between the internal state and external state. We can avoid communicating from our aching back - we don't want to listen, we don't want to hear! However, what would happen if we listened? We'd understand that the back wants less and not more! The back doesn't want more energy from us - it wants less! The tensions are only existing when energy is directed there to maintain the constant improper muscular tension. It is really that simple. So if it is that simple how come the shoulders are tense? To me, naming the pain is simple and fun like meeting a new friend in a pick-up game of basketball - we will be team-mates for the afternoon and perhaps never see each other again in the same form. Naming your pain

All right let's do this

3 breaths set and feel positive general intentions for this session to be mentally clear physically healthy spiritually wealthy and generous
and expand our clarity as to where we are how we feel our bio-energetics let's take another 3 breaths to fortify our awareness of how dynamic our healing is

what i'd like us to do is allow a creation of the clearest notion of health and well being we can possibly imagine in fact i'd like us to imagine that we can imagine more than we can possibly imagine - do you have a direct positive experience with the notion of imagining more than you can possibly imagine? gooood

okay now that we're so clear about our bodies and spirits healthy functioning now that we are so clear

something exciting/relaxing maybe with music
if there could be music that starts automatically that is really calming maybe - and with an easily seen thing to turn off the music

"relax, breathe, and feel your muscle tension melting and discover yourself improving your eyesight with no lenses and no lasers."

Disclaimer: This is a non-medical approach and does not replace eye doctors. We recommend finding an optometrist that is familiar with the process of natural vision improvement.

put a nice quotation from Bates somewhere on the page

Thursday, October 22, 2009


I'm learning how to schedule and accomplish my goals. Here are two schedules - one the one I wrote up last night and the other a summary of what I did.

wake up

drink water and write down all my dreams

hour of meditation/prayer and hour and a half yoga

8 am  eat in a calm manner and just eat

9 physical work study

10 call stephanie/finish bob moss interview

11 imaginal tooling
business cards/flyers
complete go to whole foods

    Chi Flow
14 work with ian xland
    - setting goals
    - i want him to experience a powerful shift in vision where glasses are completely unness
    - powerful relaxation/sense of calm/directedness/whatever else

15 organizing while listening to something inspiring


17pm dinner

1745pm reading


19 - community chest - taking stock of all the goodnesses in the community
    soul-collage ish?

20pm get schedule clear for the next day

2030 meditation for 24 minutes (increase minutes as i increase age ; )

if inspired re-check/re-form schedule

21pm go to sleep and visualize community, health, mission/path, love, power, education


what i did

drink water and write down all my dreams
930am drove dad to work
bounce on trampoline
ate in a calm manner and just ate
pumpkin seeds, millet, kale
work in stanford garden
bike there and back
finished bob moss interview
contacted wanda burch offering healing
lunch 4-5 apples, pomegranate, 3 bananas, 3 persimmons
roll around bang bell, chant and chakra colors
resentment clearing change aura change life
work w/xland solidifyrelationship and good things happening!
walk w/mom
rozalind gruben video, stretching Lotus position!

5pm talk with oz check on progress
dinner pea soup with millet, pumpkin
hanging wiht fam watching funny stuff bonding
osho sex sacred experience video
zack ytube vid
gi2mr person joined group of healing exchange
    responding about contact lenses

7:30 turned off lamp, lit candles

I will meditate before bed. I learned that I can hold lotus position! It is still to be relaxed into, but I am so happy through this! There is much organizing to be done, and I will happily do it tomorrow. this was a busy day and I am ready for rest.

I do not know what tomorrow will look like exactly but I have set several intentions

these in the morning: dreams, meditation, yoga, cut bougainvillea
to finally write up my steve pavlina interview. steve if you read this i apologize for the length of time it has taken me to get to it.
then to work on greater scheduling. i would also like to read my medical physiology book and get to the basic chemistry. and get some good play time in.
to drink enough water and to get a lot of greens in my system.
10 steve p completion

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

draft for nolenses no lasers

Did you know there was a way to actually improve your eyesight instead of wearing glasses or getting laser surgery?

what if you could improve your eyesight even if you already didn't use corrective lenses?

have you considered that some people have better eyesight because they use their eyes differently?

-dr william h bates a maverick m. d.opthalmologist of the twentieth century discovered that
stress and straining were the cause of most of his patients eye problems

(guy watching tv)

he discovered this because he noticed that when patients that lost their glasses returned to be fitted for new glasses, were requiring less powerful prescriptions than before. after further study dr. bates noticed that people that wore glasses tended to use their bodies with more strain and poor posture than their clear-sighted counter-parts

that was me crouched over staring at my computer screen

(guy watching tv)

nearsighted - a minus 3.75 prescription with astigmatism

i didn't believe there could possibly be a natural cure to vision problems i'd had glasses since i was twelve and my vision was just getting worse - every time i got checked for glasses my prescription would be more powerful

i knew i was straining. my shoulders were tight and hunched forward, my neck was tight and my eyes certainly did not feel relaxed

it was hard to relax because of how stressed i was, but somehow i found out about meditation and soon learned that at least once in a while i could calm down mentally and just experience my being

i took off my glasses more and more and soon saw a very important improved to my eyes - i could read the computer screen without glasses. this was all i truly needed to see because i was not driving at the time and had no direct need to see distant details

i kept my glasses off for several months and noticed that when i tried them on again i would feel a headache. later i discovered that this "headache" was my muscles squeezing my eye to elongate the focal length so that i would see clearly with the lenses on.

i knew i was making progress. especially in the morning after a nice rest, my vision appeared clearer. once in a while I would have a flash of great clarity. i would see 20/20 for a brief instant, i'd notice the clarity and try to see 20/20 after that. as soon as i'd try the sharpness would fade!

i finally had the great fortune and opportunity to speak with Greg Marsh a Natural Vision Teacher out of Fort Collins, CO. He had improved his eyesight from -14 and -12 truly coke bottle thick glasses! He encouraged me and told me it was possible to heal my eyes. After that day I progressed by leaps and bounds.

I began to palm more and more (image would be great here)

Everyday I noticed more directly how i was holding my body and how i could relax and everyday I did relax. I became more and more free and relaxed in my movement. And my vision became increasingly vivid. I went to the optometrist and was re-checked and my prescription was reduced all the way to -2.25 from a -3.75. As soon as I saw this, my vision improved even more

I understood and directly felt the strain i was putting on my eyes and noticed how amazingly vivid my vision and how great  i felt when i relaxed. it took me a lot of work though because there were so many reasons i had to not be relaxed. i was deep in debt, didn't have a sufficient job, lonely, scared about the world, and used my computer all day and night! plus, i wasn't around people who were consciously helping me relax. So I turned the tables around and started helping others relax and find their peace.

Even though my body was tense in different places, I learned how to truly appreciate my mental peace and spent time every single day dedicated to that mental peace. I found that most of my friends did not have a personal peace practice and discovered how much I loved to help with that!

Since I was in Israel and my friends were accross the world, I began conducting relaxation sessions over skype. They were individually tailored, but they usually were something ilke this....

make sure you're sitting comfortably with your back straight and your hands in a comfortable place where you won't need to move them for a while... eetc...

with each session i found a deeper sense of peace and relaxation not only for my mind but for my body and it felt so great to receive the gratitude from my friends.. i continued with my practices and realized everyday that my vision improves. life has become so much more vivid since i have ceased straining and stressing and staring. it feels like i am not stuck anymore. that ican see without any aid of correction. it's amazing to believe that i wore glasses for twelve years. i missed out on so much fun! so much vivid colors and joy of being relaxed with people! it feels so good to have a relaxed body and to see things without straining! i now know that eveyr time i put on those glasse my eyes were straining! how can i live a life of constant strain! what a terrible loss.

i guess i am grateful that iw ent through this becaiuse i can now help some of the millions of people stressing and straining simply to see! how much better would life be to wake up feeling confident without an external aid? wouldn't it be nice to be relaxed from morning till night? to discover that situations you thought were stressful can actually be relaxed and calm? i can remember so many experiences helping people relax and hwo grateful I was to provide some relief to others. everyday my breathing becomes deeper and my body is more flexible. the more delicately i use my eyes the more vivid and clear my vision is. at times it is much better than 20/20.

i have told you much of my story. there is more but it's only necessary if you are really interested in relaxing and improving your vision. if you'd like my help, i offer guided relaxation and assistance getting into meditation for $1 a minute. if you cannot afford this i offer alternative agreements. i have put my story out there for all to see how i improved and my full process, if you are willing to do this too i will happily help you because you are happily helping others. may you have a calm and peaceful and exciting day and wonderful restIt truly improved instantly because I relaxed.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Immense Clarity

So the past couple weeks have been largely dedicated to clearing energy. Clearing energy means clearing energy means clearing energy means clear energy. Obviously my vision has been very important to me and I pride myself on having healed my eyesight fully. It is amazing and everyday I must truly update my worldview no pun intended because of how wonderful my eyesight now is after 12 years of tension staring and glasses. Thank God for God. Special shout out to Dr. Bates of the Bates Method, Meir Schneider, and Greg Marsh - you have helped me so much. Special thanks to my dad who taught me I could believe whatever I wanted regardless of what the majority of people seem to think and special thanks to my mother who had the faith in positive change and both of them for their constant unconditional love - I truly could not have been blessed with better parents. I would like to thank Dogson my spiritual brother and fellow material teacher, student, client, patron, shapeshifter, bodhi et cetera. Special thanks as well to Suzan my life coach for increasing my accountability and responsibility. Immense growth one million salutations to all.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Day 5

I deeply and completely accept myself.

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Friday, September 25, 2009

Day 4 Affirmations

It's going great!

All is full of love!

All is full of love!

ALL is full of love!

ALL IS full of love!

ALL IS FULL of love!














Thursday, September 24, 2009

Affirmations Day 3

Update: Yesterday felt the higher guidance AND the perfect gift element as I discovered that one of my best friends of days of old lives down the street from me now!

Today is the perfect gift! I like that one! Let's do it again!

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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Daily Affirmations Day 2

"How often do we stand convinced of the truth of our early memories - forgetting that they are based on assessments made by a child" - The Art of Possibility

We are guided by higher intelligence
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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

affirmations day 1

I would like to make affirmations every single day for at least 30 days. If you are following this blog please join with me and say the affirmation aloud twenty times:

Today is the perfect Gift

I like to use all sorts of voices to say it in to see how I resonate.


Monday, September 21, 2009

Consider This.

Have you ever heard of someone that "contracted a disease?"

Here is the Merriam Webster Definition

From the Middle French - contracter = to agree upon

1 a : to bring on oneself especially inadvertently : incur b : to become affected with
2 a : to establish or undertake by contract b : betroth; also : to establish (a marriage) formally c (1) : to hire by contract (2) : to purchase (as goods or services) on a contract basis —often used with out
3 a : limit, restrict b : knit, wrinkle c : to draw together : concentrate
4 : to reduce to smaller size by or as if by squeezing or forcing together
5 : to shorten (as a word) by omitting one or more sounds or lettersintransitive verb 1 : to make a contract
2 : to draw together so as to become diminished in size ; also : to become less in compass, duration, or length

synonyms contract, shrink, condense, compress, constrict, deflate


Consider it.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Beating Addiction

Hey folks this is an important video set about beating addiction that I think you will find relevant to your eating habits even though the speaker speaks of drugs and not "food."

Click here

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Eyesight Improvement 7 Bates Method Innovation

My vision is so perfect it is continuing to amaze me. It is getting better and better each and every day. This is far beyond just having clearer physical vision, I feel like the world is clear spiritually. That I am becoming completely clear with my mission here on earth and with my positive emotions. It is just so nice and easy and good to be relaxed, breathe, and see!

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Eyesight Improvement 6 Bates Method Innovation

I have perfect vision. My eyes receive all the necessary information. My corneas are healthy.

In order to focus close I must allow my muscles to focus close. To focus far I must allow my muscles to relax into that focus.

Take a conventional camera lens manual focus - you turn the shaft and once it is focused you let it go there you don't need to strain to see what is already in focus.

Get it?


These are a good buy. Pinhole glasses show you direct vision improvements instantly, and were key to my success taking off my glasses.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Getting up early

I want to sleep when the sun is down and rise when the sun is up. This is important for my health as well as wealth. Over a lifetime I would be spending a lot of money using electricity because it is dark and furthermore waking up in the morning and getting sun is far more productive than staying up late and constantly messing up a sleep schedule instead of being consistent. The body likes to get in rhythms and according to chinese medicine each organs and systems have specific times when they like to be most active.

The more we stick to natural light, the healthier we will be in my opinion. Have you noticed how annoying being woken up by artificial lighting is, but the sun nearly always feels great?

I also enjoy ceasing food consumption several hours before bed. This gives me a great sense of clarity and breathing when I go to bed and gives me much better dreams and lets me wake up refreshed.

There are many more implications of making this type of change. Can you think of a solid reason why not having this type of sleep schedule and doing or not doing what it takes to get that going?

It helps that I have a loving girlfriend who supports this decision and has a work schedule that makes sense for this - I remember the days when I didn't feel I had the love and would stay up late with some vague hopes attempts to find love. These are important issues to pay attention to as "environmentalists" or whatever we call ourselves. What are our deepest needs and desires? How can we BEST fulfill them? It is in that second question that we will find ecological solutions if we go deep. How much of our consumption and behavior stems from a mental state other than unconditional love?

What would it take for you to feel unconditional love AS your presence exactly now?

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Eyesight Improvement 5 Bates Method Innovation

It would be helpful to go to bed a few minutes early and to let yourself relax (not sleeping on stomach). I like to just experiment with what feels most relaxed for my eyes as I go to bed, which for me is having my eyes open and just letting them move and dart around. If that does not immediately feel pleasant, make a direct note of the location of the unpleasant feeling.

Monday, September 14, 2009

The Ethics of Eating


Author Barbara Kingsolver talks about the year living off what her family could grow and raise. Around an hour long.

Eyesight improvement - after a passionated chat room experience I felt quite a bit of body healing it was through intense self expression that I felt my body armor diminish. Do it and you will be free.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Making Lifestyle Changes

A lot of people can find local springs and wells it's a lot cheaper and more rewarding than buying Voss. Ask around and you may find. Pennsylvania's a good place for water I hear. If you find a website that helps you find springs and freeshwater tell me please!

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Eyesight Improvement 4: Letter 4

Thank You. May God bless you as well.

It is not uncommon for people to feel fear or lack of hearing or other symptoms when removing the glasses. It is my understanding though that those feelings are already there and that the glasses and tension serve to block the awareness from feeling these feelings.

In my experience of healing which took over a year and continues everyday. I found myself crying on several occasions without knowing why. I woke up crying one day and a few days later found myself VERY empathic I cried watching The Karate Kid and a Kung Fu show simply because the situations seemed to show persecution or pain and fear.

I now would get headaches by putting on my glasses. If you have an opportunity to be alone in nature or can be home alone that would be good because you may want to cry and it wuold be good to be able to truly cry and wail or scream if that's what your body feels like doing.

Know that you are showing yourself deeper acceptance and love than ever before and have faith in God that God wants you to see God.

If you can affirm your desire to see God and to learn from whatever obstructs you that will provide so much healing. Please feel your body in this moment and continue to feel it as you continue to embark on your clearing and healing. feel a clam excitement for clearing and realigning of your energy.

Let yourself feel your peaceful faith in God growing and glowing in white light from up High through the core of your being.

Breathe and pray in gratitude to God and know that your body has so much wisdom to share with you all the time.

I pray right now for God to give me the clarity to enable as much of God's work on Earth as possible. Please may it be so..

Let your growing relationship with God's light inform and align your body and let any tension or stress or dis-ease strengthen your spiritual resolve to be with God here on Earth.

Thank You

Friday, September 11, 2009

Eyesight Improvement 3: Letter 3

Firstly, rest assured you are nowhere near totally blind. The teacher I learned from healed through -12 and -14!

If you really wanted to have the quickest change possible - if you could stop using glasses, computer, and tv you would certainly get the quickest changes. If you pay attention you will see the first result within the first day of that change.

I recommend palming. If you could palm for hours in a day you would see HUGE changes not only in your vision but tension in your shoulders and neck and back would greatly dissolve.

However, with regards to how long per day to exercise - the basic point of Bates method is that stress and strain are the causes and if you can live without stressing and straining you will have your perfect vision. So it's not that you have to be doing any exercises, but for many people it takes some body usage awareness and relaxation activation in order to dissolve and resolve all the tensions that have been carried for so long.

For many people events happened that resulted in a stress and strain and since those events were not resolved in time, glasses were prescribed at which point the stress and strain began to be ignored out of sight. I am not suggesting you begin searching for events that may have caused a strain or stress like that, but wish to inform you that this is a bit of self-discovery you are embarking on and releasing your tension may also be releasing a piece of history to be integrated into your dynamic growing presence.

I'd like to add that if you do remove internet and tv and so forth from your life, make sure you have something you love to do instead. If you designate your time to your health you will certainly be greatly rewarded even if you get bored or find it difficult to accept your conditions.

I also recommend purchasing "pinhole" glasses they will be very helpful to you.

If you are interested in a free 25 minute consultation (650)265-1776 or add me on skype david.shlomo.hestrin


Thursday, September 10, 2009

Eyesight Improvement 2: Another Letter

This is the correspondence to another person I have the opportunity to work with. Last night I meditated for an hour healing myself and investigating my abilities to transmit healing. Here is the letter I wrote him the following morning:

Thanks it was my pleasure, I experienced a great deal of

healing for myself which always seems to be the case in the


I thought of an idea that could be helpful if you'd like to try

it - establish stillness for twenty minutes (use a timer

w/gentle alarm that stops on its own if possible or use a

twenty minute meditative music track) at that point allow

yourself to move your head and neck continuing to breathe

and feel peace - allow this to gently reveal and gently slowly

heat and dissolve areas of tension be they the shoulders

neck lower back etc..

To make lasting changes with eyesight, the less time wearing

contacts or glasses, the better. It is established that stress

and strain obstruct vision, and it is my understanding that

any diminishing of stress and strain results in improved

vision - the more significant the decrease in strain, the more

significant the visual changes. When the body changes from

feeling stress and strain to feeling vital, grounded, and

joyful the vision improves further (20/20 is not the end of

the road :0) ).

The cells in the cornea replace every two days. From my

experience with changes in vision occurring literally within

seconds of change from stressing to blessing, it SEEms to

me that the cornea can change much quicker; the eye

muscles can squeeze the eye out of shape, if the eye

muscles hold the eyes in a way that does not squeeze them

out of shape, then the light can be refracted so that it hits

the back of the retina.

A great eyesight activator and all around enjoyable

experience is termed "sunning." Sitting, standing, or walking

with eyes closed turned to the sun revealed a sensation to

me on a direct level of where the light feels to be converged.

Nearsightedness results from a misshaping of the eye so

that the light converges before the retina, while

farsightedness converges the light behind the retina.

Imagining being able to sense the eyes with such sensitivity

to be able to change their shape and allow the sun to come

all the way in yields benefits as a visualization as well.

Feelings of "can't" or resistance to allowing the light in to

the back of the retina may in fact be sensations of the

muscles in the eye. So far, I have not met an individual who

wears glasses who does not carry tension in their neck,

shoulders, and of course eye muscles.

After the hour's meditation, I went outside and looked at

the moon and turned my head and imagined I was a ninja

turning from side to side moving my hands around. I noticed

a significant difference in how rapidly my world was

moving. When I am relaxed and seeing with deep vitality, the

world moves in the opposite direction of the direction I

move - when I look to the right the world appears to be

moving to the left. This sensation becomes a lot more vivid

outdoors while moving. When we are indoors our vision by

habit is near-sighted. Having mirrors face each other is an

interesting solution to this.

Choosing to wear glasses instead of contacts is helpful for

several reasons:

* Eyes, by weight, require the most oxygen in the body

(contacts do not help the eyes get oxygen).
* Glasses can remain in their case until they are desired,

whereas it would be an inconvenience with contacts to put

them in and take them out multiple times a day.
* Glasses are less expensive.

What is it like not wearing glasses

* We might not recognize people that we know at first,

although we can be surprised at how we can use so many

other energetic signatures such as voice, silhouette, and how

the person moves and the context we're in to find out who

they are
* We might not see people's facial expressions. I found this

to be an enjoyable part of my healing process; not being

able to see facial expressions allowed me to be more clear

in conversation because I was not reacted so much to the

huge amount of information that is revealed in facial

expressions that are constantly changing. Before, I may have

stumbled over my words if I noticed that the person was

frowning or looked distracted.
* For some people, not having glasses results in a general

feeling of confusion helplessness, lack of hearing, and fear.

If we consider Dr. Bates' research that pointed to stress and

strain as cause of eyesight issues, it makes sense (and is

verified by my personal data) that carrying unresolved

traumatic experiences results in the bodies reaction of

resisting seeing the event. , I learned much of what I know

from Greg Marsh CNVT. Greg Marsh was a chemical engineer

who healed through a prescription of -12 and -14, having

been unable to see the biggest letter on the Snellen Eye

Chart from 3 feet away and now does not require glasses!

One of his students had a relevant experience of palming (a

meditation/healing activation where you put your palms over

your eyes) - she was palming while lying down and feeling a

great sense of peace and relaxation, when a memory

suddenly arose of being in the third grade in the boiler

room of her school being beaten by the schoolteacher.

Another interesting set of cases mentioned are people with

multiple personalities where one of the personalities

requires thick lenses and the others have perfect sight! Dr.

Bates studies school children and noticed that some

children would be able to read the eye chart fine - so long

as their mothers were in the room, and as soon as the

mothers would leave the child could not read lines he

previously could! My experience of vision that oscillates

between good to better to great to subpar directly

correlates to my level of tension in my eyes and shoulders

and neck. As I continue to use the computer without

glasses, I notice some habits I had when I wore glasses.

With glasses I would try to see the whole screen at once - I

would even put the highest resolution possible to make

things smaller so that I could see more at once - even though

that did me no good and just kept my energy dispersed

thinking that multi-tasking was better because I could click

the mouse more and "load" many things at once. I can feel

how my old mind wants me to see this whole screen at once

as I'm typing this message, but I can also feel how much

more peaceful it is to just watch what I'm writing and be

directly involved in this creative process instead of having

some kind of emotional attachment to what is already

written. It also reminds me that I do not even have to look at

the screen at all while typing and this is more enjoyable to

me. It feels kind of magical actually, typing without looking

at the screen feels like my fingers speak language of their


As I went to bed after the meditation session, I thought

about how it would be fun to learn to read Braille so that I

could read with the lights off. The idea of just moving my

finger and having a story told through the feeling in my

finger appeals to me.

The more I learn to relax and to feel what's going on in my

body whether it feels good or bad, the more I learn to be

patient and love myself wherever I am. These awareness

activations have been great, but I can now see so many parts

of myself I wish to improve on and habits that work against

me like "trying" to crack my neck or back or distracted

habits such as how I've used my time. Fortunately I can tell

by direct sensing whether my judgment is valuable or not by

whether I feel healing or not. I can take my stomach pain

and hold it and breathe into it a place of healing or I can

feel the rest of my body resisting. It feels so much better to

let go with a deep exhale and to let my inhale expand

healing past the boundaries of pain I feel. This is a flow that

I know continues to expand as I awaken to my love and

refine my sense of morality. I am thankful for how dynamic

the multi-verses are to allow healing in all venues. It is my

understanding that the body can always be used in a way to

serve health and good feeling and my experience playing

poker for a living demonstrated this again and again - if I

love my decisions and stay stable in that love, the results do

not matter and should not be reacted to either way.

Wow, I've really enjoyed writing this. I am thankful for the

clarity I felt. Hope what I've written has helped you as much

as it just helped me!

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Day Two 100% 80-10-10

So today is the second day of eating 100% organic raw vegan food. Today I ate roughly 5 kilos of watermelon, 7 bananas, 10 ounces of raspberries, 5 ounces of strawberries, a couple ounces of figs, and I will eat a bunch of raw veggies later.

I have not yet read Doug's book, but I have seen his videos and respect his work.

He has a website Foodnsport.com and a good community online of 8-1-1 people is arawconnection.ning.com . The idea of 80-10-10 as I understand it is to eat roughly 80 percent carb, 10 percent fat, and 10 percent protein and get most of the calories from fruit and a little bit from vegetables and leafy greens.

Today has been very nice with regards to feeling clarity especially digestively speaking. It has ben my experience that eating just raw organic fruits and vegetables is the easiest for me to digest and does not seem to interfere with any processes. It is like just drinking water or something. It was quite expensive today. I spent around $30 on food that I've already eaten most of. Well actually I guess I have another 15 bananas or so. That's quite a bit of calories. I can pick most of my greens locally.

I am making it a habit to at least eat one local fresh growing plant food per day!

The raw local things I will eat are:kale, lettuce,and whatever else I feel like in the garden!

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Breathe Fearlessly

As my posture has been improving and I have softened my belly the process has been somewhat "painful" from time to time. Right now breathing in deep I feel some tightness in my left side. I am not sure if this is because I ate too much, did not chew enough, or perhaps ate the wrong foods or something else, but I intuit that I ought to breathe in deep regardless. Overall it feels so much better to breathe deeply. It makes me feel full in my wholeness as a human being having a human animal experience. So I know that embarking on body awareness exercises and activities that show you the pain your body is feeling that has been blocked may seem frightening especially to the mind that just wants instant gratification. KNOW that your healing is real by DIRECTLY feeling yourself. And let your self-identity be one of perfect health and healing and expand that out to heal the ephemeral externality called pain. You can do that. KNOW that people have healed from conditions relatively far worse than yours.Thank you for reading.

Monday, September 7, 2009

A fellow Self-Health-Er's poetry

My friend Barton has been intensely committed to personal growth and buddha-status health parties for many years. It now feels he has reached a new sense of completion self approval and power.

"I cover all my bases"

I only eat organic food, I don't parachute without a chute,

I never eat past noon and only smoke herb on the full moon

Vitamin supplements but only full b-complex not too complex

And low iron cuz I'm a guy and before you ask I get enough vitamin D.

I've got a filter on my shower and meditate 'least an hour every day

I've also got a crystal anti-magneto computer amulet

I dutifully take iodine tablets to prevent the radiative iodine from seeping into my skull

And before you ask I rarely pull and then I don't exactly jet

My net worth is phenomenal if we're talking about chi

I'm now a world famous yogi and yes I also do tai chi

(let's not forget chi gung)

If you want to discuss dietary habits I've got to admit

I'm only raw vegan but I'm also 80/10/10

I do daily affirmations which isn't to say I'm kidding myself

The secrets of wealth and health (hermetic in nature) get blogged by my personal shopping assitant

aka tony robbins. And before you ask I have tried all 32 or however many flavors of vegan raw baskin robbins

Did I mention I also have a shower filter, spam filter, media filter and dsl filter

In fact my filter has a filter and sometimes I still won't use it

If we're discussing water I drink it straight from the spring

50 to 60 gallons a day trucked down from god knows where

I live in the deep mountains so air quality isn't an issue

I am beginning to suspect that all my bases are covered

Tantric sex, oh yes, and I used to go by "Alex"

But now my name has a filter'd philtre

And big ups to Aleister Crowley.

PS: fresh squeezed carrot juice FTW

Looks great. What would you add to your mega health list?

Sunday, September 6, 2009


Sophia and I conducted a session of holodynamics based on the instructions at Ryan Vandenburgh's site. We had a lot of fun together transforming body images and dissolving blocks to feeling our full potential and freedom in/with our bodies.

It is a fantastic site containing many examples of the transformations that happen with holodynes.

According to Ryan's site a holodyne is
" * A complex of information, a small internal program that runs your reality
* An understanding you consult to make decisions
* A data set that influences your world view
* The DNA of our character (or "spiritual" DNA)"

He conducted a free session with me and within minutes I was laughing to the point of tears and my vision improved. That was yesterday. He conducted a two hour session with me and was willing to keep going even though he felt it might take many more hours due to the size of the holodyne we were working with. My back filled out and I feel much better and intend to do much more work with this tool. It filled me with so many beautiful images and transformed a lot of ugliness inside me that I hadn't seen so directly.

Example: I see myself as this disgusting crusty beast with coke bottle thick glasses this transforms into the beast me running out of my college dorm and into the canyon where I evolve rapidly into a dashingly powerful modern handsome strong cave-man.

Check out his blog!

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Self-Interest is Green

I personally feel that it would be better if I could clean my dishes faster or not even use dishes so that I wouldn't have to clean them. Why should I spend my time earning money to buy soap I don't need nor want to even smell? Wouldn't it be better if I never smelled bad and didn't feel the want to shower? The less time I spend showering, the more time I have for other activities. I do enjoy showering, and I've even enjoyed eating all the junk food I've eaten in my life, but when I think about from what I consider to be my higher-interest - I see quite clearly I do not want to give up long term gains for short-term divertissements. When it comes to food, I feel sensitive to the point where the losses are very direct. If I were to smoke marijuana, my head would likely start to go in over-drive and I would get thirsty and tired, sure for a minute or two I might feel inspired but as my experience has shown the insights reached mostly would not be integrated. As I plan my financial future, I feel like the most important thing financially is to be able to eat and drink and live safe and be able to share and provide that for my family.

Is there a better investment than planting a seed that grows locally without need for human watering? Is there a better investment than protecting the environment that grows food? Is there a better investment than a well? Is there a better investment than land ownership?

When someone compares buying a house and land and wells and garden and animal space, perhaps they can say that their $100,000 investment will not triple, but if we look into it we can see that this is by far one of the most dynamic investments possible, and definitively the most stable.

Stick around, we will get very tangible with this topic.

Friday, September 4, 2009

Green Networking

Eco-networking and green networking are incredibly rich

places to work in. Since the workers in eco and green

business and entrepreneurship have a fundamental interest

in the world at large improving, they are much more friendly

and have best wishes for each others success. A business or

non-profit that truly works to the stabilization of global

climate or providing clean water access for all makes it very

clear that it is the goal and love that are important and not

the specific people, power structures, ego games, who gets

which piece of the pie etc... From my experience it seems

clear who is in it for personal profit and who not quite

easily. However, I believe that our best profits and most

secure wealth have to do with the overall global health - so

there's really no getting away from it - which may be why all

the companies that used to sell junk food have moved

heavily into organics. Obviously profit motivated groups are

going to do what it takes to make a profit if that means

falsifying organic certifications that may happen, but from

where I am they are just scrambling for the last pieces of

the pie before people rise up in abundance and self

sustainability and say bye bye to any one they were

contributing to that does not align with their deep interests.


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