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Sunday, January 10, 2010

Interesting Dream

So as you know that one day I ate foods that inflamed my coucabetic pesticidic spicitic conditions. That night I had an amazing dream where my left ring finger's nail was purple and black frightening! On the other hand I could see flames on all my fingers *not thumb except for ring finger which had a little spoon on it.

I looked it up on google and found the the ring finger is associated with Kidney. Kidney's would have issues handling the salt and spices and pesticides. Ah I should mention more that I noticed swollen glands after eating the cooked food, just like it was written in so many places that cooked food causes increased white blood cells - although that doesn't necessarily mean swelling is from increased white blood cells, but is certainly indicative of some kind of action. PRobably lymph and given the runny nose and mucus increase the congestion that happened while eating... all this points to what it actually is - not the best food.

we have choice. We can eat pizza and meat and all sorts of things and say we have a good time eating it and even have a good time eating it, but there's a better option. And if we are offered a good option and a great option - we must take the great option if we want to grow in life.

Friday, January 8, 2010

The Raw Vegan Continues Despite Slip-Ups

So it's funny I am back to identifying myself as a coucabetic pesticidic raw vegan. I also realize I have spicitis and condimentacious alimentarious disorder. Yesterday I under-ate and under drank and got lost driving several times and went up and down in frustrations and calmness. It was very appropriate experience for me - several days earlier I had recorded an audio track about how being in traffic is a good register for understanding our personal emotional baselines.

In that audio track, I pretty much exactly explained a situation that I then experienced. I was an hour late to pick up a friend and had no cell phone to call him and would not know how to get to his house or to the Berkeley Bowl where we planned to buy organics in bulk.

After getting on the wrong track over 4 times, I finally arrived at the destination and was elated to see him there. I had sent him "psychic" messages and was somewhat peaceful in teh fact that he is an aware, God centered, meditating, Tai Chi-ing, general genius so he certainly wouldn't feel like he's really "wasting his time."

Anyhow I pick him up and we get to the Berkeley Bowl and I find tons of organics.

40 pounds organic bananas - $22
7 organic pineapples - $13.50
A case of organic honey dew - $18

We'll see how good everything is.

Anyhow, after I've been posting how strongly I say 100% organic and 100% raw on giveittomeraw.com I ended up eating organic corn chips and non organic homemade guacomole and non-organic papaya that tasted weird to put it simply - it tasted like coffee ice cream - I don't know if that's the new "coffee" flavored pesticide or what but I didn't like. I became congested somewhere in the process of eating and now have a bit of a runny nose and spit out yellow phlegm.

My body is healing though and my postural improvements are things that I also correlate with phlegm removal. My understanding is that improper posture = inflamed areas = areas inflamed with mucus that when the posture is improved, the mucus can be removed. I have noticed that just by massaging certain parts of my body, mucus flow happens and I can spit some out.

Lessons Learned:

Keep a back up 3-4 pounds of organic dates and organic raisins
Keep water in easily transportable bottles.
Stop denying your coucabetic pesticidis.

Today I am seeking deep clarity.

Clarity on my work here. Clarity on my opportunity to go to Hawaii. Clarity on my finances. Clarity on my projects. Clarity on my future and life maps. Clarity on my day to day life. Clarity on my love life. I am getting it. I forgive myself for my ignorance. I forgive myself for judgment. I forgive myself for drug abuse. I forgive myself for self-abuse. I forgive myself for anger. I forgive myself for making friends into strangers. I forgive myself for fear. I forgive myself to clear. I forgive myself for taking on enormous tasks. I forgive myself for not going to sun to bask. I forgive myself for taking others to task, instead of simply removing all my unnecessary masks. I forgive myself for wearing masks. I forgive myself for wearing masks. I forgive myself for making pain. I forgive myself. I forgive myself for energetic drain. I forgive myself for laziness. I forgive myself for haziness. I forgive myself for mazes in this. I forgive myself.

My dream life has become much more interesting.

I want to spend the right amount of time with dreams pretty much everyday.
To do yoga and stretch everyday.
To meditate everyday.
To be in love everyday.
To write everyday.
To read everyday.
to tend to gardens most days.
To sing praise everyday.
To connect with healing the planet and harmonizing behaviors towards that.
To learn meaningful things.
To have greater clarity on my larger projects.
To see myself as organized.

Monday, January 4, 2010

Day 34 8-1-1 Organic Raw Vegan

So I went to dinner today. And brought along a salad and ate none of the food. I am continuing to maintain 100%. I mean it when I say 100%.

Tomorrow I will eat plenty bananas. PLENTY. I am buying mexican organic cases for $28 I expect you should be able to do this too. 40 pounds is a case is roughly 10,000 calories is perhaps 2-5 days depending on activity. Not bad for a lady to pay $4 a day on the major calorie source - and you can likely forage for your greens, but paying a couple bucks ain't no thang neither.

I feel ridiculously good. Every sense has been upgraded. I considered myself intelligent before. Now I feel so much more clear. So much more open. So much more positive and so much more aware of subtle negativities and my power to shift them to rein them in energetically and recirculate the energetic harvest.

So being at dinner was easy. I had a huge salad and others ate from it and though the smells of the various dishes were nice, but I'm committed. As soon as I see 90 years old who run marathons and eat cheeseburgers, I'll believe it's possible... I can see that future for organic raw vegans.

So what else is there to say. Buy the 80-10-10 Diet by Dr. Graham it's in the carousel at the top of the page. Watch his videos on google video too.


I should add that my basketball skills have massively improved. I have gone from feeling some kind of trepidation before joining people on court to being proud of my defensive tenacity and skills and am starting to get the game a lot more with regards to offensive collective strategy. it feels very good. Feeling beauty everywhere and so much love for everyone in my life... that means you!

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